Tonight is like last night. Awful. Sorry, I have no more to say about it than that. Gage clung to me before I put him down and that made it so much worse. I don't even want to write about it. So, nothing more to say than that for tonight. I have not wanted to throw in the towel on this thing more than I do tonight. It is truly awful.
Update: Gage cried for 30 minutes and then got quiet. Not a peep from him. We felt hopeful that this meant he was laying down. So, as we shut down for the night at 10:30, I went to check on him. He is laying peacefully on his side, cuddled up with his stuffed Gee. This makes me feel more positive! Maybe we are making progress.